in the minute i received the message
i just like a mad dog screaming on bed
without hesitated the interferences that caused to others
i tried to calm myself down, reread the message carefully
oh god, i was not wrong, it’s really meant so
i took a quick glance on my room
it was so dark that i couldn’t see anything
i grabbed a scissors pointed to my forearm
it was too thorn that i couldn’t do anything
i tried to find a friend to talk
only then i realized that "i got no friend"
how poor am i to be said
in that moment
what my brain flowed was my mum and dad
i miss them very much
feel to go back
but i know, is not a good situation went back like this
so i decided to wait the day after tonight
if only i can